Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 8:29 PM
bored..


It's 840pm and I dont have any idea what I should do. Watch online movie later perhaps?

Upcoming plans.
Cycling plan with babes. I'm super excited for this one, because I'm finally learning how to ride a bicycle!
Retail therapy plus hang out with my two best chinese girls(:
Dressing and dolling up game with Noneyy!
Paint living room and my bedroom *grins*
Collect madrasah results and lunch with Nabby darling!

That's about it so far.
I dont know why, but I think I just wasted 15 bucks just now. Sakura and Planet 51. Oh money.

I'm glad we are talking again. But, can you see I'm trying? Trying to restore back the friendship we had? Please, show me that my efforts are acknowledged, and I dont want to be in a situation where only one hand is clapping. As a friend, I'm concerned about you. So please, dont push me away. It hurts.
I want back the times where we were shy to look into each other's eyes.
Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 12:06 AM
pointform.

Salam~

I have so much to share, but I'm too lazy/tired/whatever-nots to go elaborate on it. So pointform okay?

  1. Back from training camp. Great camp, despite aches and what-nots. Gained alot from this camp, and not only that. The camp was an eye-opener about some stuffs.
  2. Kakak got admitted to hospital yesterday night. Warded till this monday. Went to visit her just now after Mendaki briefing. Despite whatever happened, alhamdulilah she's fine, together with the baby. InsyAllah the baby will be born safely hopefully next year :)
  3. Tomoro working at Boon Keng. Tell me about it man.
  4. I found a male version of me, hehe.
  5. I need to start reading again.
  6. I miss shopping. I need retail therapy.
  7. I think I should sleep soon. Tomoro work ohhhh.

Adios amigos!

Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 9:25 AM
I WILL MISS MY FAMILY..

Salam!

Timecheck: 930am.
I'll be leaving house in 2 hours time plus minus. For training camp. I dont know why, but I have this awful dreadful feeling, like I dont want to go for camp. Especially after watching 2012. I feel as if this time round, I will miss home terribly. I will miss my family. I dont know why. It's like I should spend more time with my family, but yet, I'm going off for camp. I feel so sad :(

And hell camp? Sigh. Positive mindset should be inside my head. Like what Syaf said lately, "it's all in the mindset". If I can survive through CI course, this should be okay for me. Right?
Right.

Noneyy tried to comfort me yesterday. "When you come home on Thursday, you can sleep through the whole day" Yes, I'll be looking forward to that.

Whatever it is, I will miss my family. I know I will be homesick. I know. I will miss my family. Fullstop.
Edited @ 1027am.
I JUST GOT TO KNOW MY FAMILY AND MY AUNTIE'S FAMILY IS GOING PORT DICKSON TOMORO! I'M UTTERLY SAD! My kakak also sad. So we're gonna msg each other if we are sad. Hahaha.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
Stressed.

Assalamualaikum semuaaa.
Timecheck: 11.10pm. I want to sleep by 11.20 pm, I hope.
So MST is so over! Although I dont have a good feeling about MST this time round, but Im still glad it's over. We'll see how results will be. I do hope it'll be good, like who doesnt!

Since papers are so over, Syaf and I went to watch New Moon at Causeway Point Cathay! The movie's worth my 6 bucks okay. I guess this hasnt been new to most of you, but damn, Taylor Lautner is so hot. To a point of time in the cinema, Jacob was sleeping in one of the scenes, and Syaf caught me smiling to myself. Oh my..


Yeap, crazy. When I reached home, I went to their official website and went to google about Taylor. Okay, just his photos. Hahaha. Today I youtube some of his stuffs. Like seriously, I havent been going gaga over an actor in the longest time! The last time was... Aaron Aziz, before he got married? That's long okay. But howells, this whole Taylor-Lautner-so-hot thing is for fun, like a temporary drug y'know. :D

Okay, so this morning I was searching for my bag to pack for camp. And as I was searching for that red bag which was never found, I found something else instead. It was a birthday card from D. It was really comforting, yet.. painful. Some things just doesnt stay in your life you know. Bounded by circumstances at times. And things just doesnt go your way sometimes, not like what you planned. I planned for a happy ending, but some plans always backfire.
In any case, no matter what you are doing, I hope you're doing good.

Oh shit, 1 more minute!

Anyway, I mentioned camp right? I'm so stressed about it, cause even packing the bag is stressful cause I just cant find the stuffs that I want to find! Anyways, I'll be away from 14th to 17th for Silat Training Camp. Truthfully I'm abit anxious, cause the camp spells R A B A K. Cause I have a feeling it's gonna be worse than what I went through during CI Course. But prove me wrong okay? :)

Speaking of CI Course, no matter how horribly tough and dreadful it was, Im glad it happened. I miss Delta, they were the people who comforted me during my lowest points during the course. 1 month of course. But sigh, commitments. Sadly, I cant take it anymore. I have to let go. I hope the right time will come, when Im brave enough to step out and speak my thoughts.

Alright, shall scoot! Tomoro working. At Tampines, so far! Howells. Duit masok beb.
Take care everybodehh! :D
Salam~
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 6:57 AM
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I FEEL SO WORRIED FOR ACCOUNTS PAPER LATER. TIMECHECK: 657AM. ABOUT 4 MORE HOURS TO GO :S
I FEEL DAMN STUPID DURING MST THIS TIME ROUND. SIGH.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 9:15 AM
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Salam, good morning everybody :)
How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts
-Enrique Iglesias

Will be having my Stats paper later at 1130. All the best to me! I hope sampling gets into my head bahhh.

Everyone wants to be happy. Doesnt mean you're happy, others are happy too.
At least, I know I want to be happy :)


KFC with Syaf & Shaz later for lunch! :)
Then study with Syaf again, double :)

My stomach doesnt feel right. Bye~
you only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you,
and actually mean it with all their heart.
don't forget those people who stood by you through it all,
the special few that were there for you until the end.
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 8:46 PM
cranky ah.


Salam.

Before I go back to my notes, I think I just want to chill here for a while. I. Feel. Cranky.

I spent my day today with one of the people I love sooooo much. Studied with Syaf at Bt Batok MacD. Avatar Meal not very boomz like what the advertisement says. Now I feel cheated! But anyway, that's beside the point. Practised some Econs questions using her practice papers. I like! Best thing now is that I'll be studying with her this coming week after each paper ends :D
Bestf : Current studying partner!

Tomoro's Econs paper. Haiya, of all papers. But insyAllah, everything will go smoothly. Amin!

I cant wait for the birthday lunch on Thursday. Pretty much excited! :)

Kay, I still dont feel good. Bye. All the best to me for MSTs. &all of you out there who are taking MSTs also okay? Bye.