Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 12:26 AM
panting.


Have been too busy with school.

Once MOB presentation was over, focus was diverted to IDEAS CA2 Project. MOB presentation went well, was the first group and the first presenter. Received good feedback and criticism, one of which Bro said I didnt smile enough and Median said I was fierce. AHAHA.
IDEAS CA1 presentation will be tomoro, and CA2 presentation will be on Thurs. Hope all goes well, good luck to yours truly and everyone else! InsyAllah.


I realised how many people I missed so, so much.

Syafinah, who went for camp without me. It just struck upon me, that since she's gonna be more busy with responsibilities, I may just end up missing her even more. Going for training without her seems dry. She's still the best person to go Bugis Street with. Sigh, I miss her so much.

Wanbear called me up just now, and we had a long 40-min talk on the phone. I said "I miss you, man" 3 times to him within that 40 minutes. Cause I realised how long I havent been talking to him, and the number of times we almost fell out which was a big issue to us, cause we have never argued before. Meeting up is even harder now. Hope he'll do good in his new job. I just miss my bestfriendddddd.

And I miss my family. Everytime I come home, I'd go straight into my room, then into the bathroom, then back into my room till the next day I go to school. It becomes a routine. I no longer check what my mother cooked, no longer watch much tv with my parents. I miss my family life.

And and and, I realised how tired I am, and how I'm lacking of sleep. Like just now. I took 960 from Bugis to go home. As usual, I would sleep in the bus. But, I missed my bus-stop at Bt Panjang, and found myself waking up at Kranji. Do you realise how far off I am then!!! I decided to just head to Woodlands, grab a Curry-O and take 187 home. I made sure I didnt sleep in the bus again.

For that, I have decided that this coming week, I'm gonna try to improve my daily routine. I will make sure I have at least one day, that I'm gonna sleep at 9pm. I dont care. It's a promise. And this coming weekend is my birthday weekend, so I will make sure I'll enjoy my weekends since it's my birthday weekend and I will not touch any project, really.

P.S: Never go silat camp, so sad!

Okay tata, almost 1am. Want to crash the bed soon!