Have the confidence to know that you can successfully handle whatever may come along. Truly enjoy the experience of being alive and immersed in the wonder of it all.
Alhamdulilah, I'm still here.
For the past 1 hour, I was stuck with a blank post, not knowing how to start off this post. Aiyayayai.
I had a dream a few days back, a dream which shook me. I was in the "Dazed" mood for quite some time. Maybe still is, just slowly recovering. The dream brought me to Niagra Falls, which shocked my mother. My mother was the only one who was awake then, so yeah, she was the first person whom I turned to. One of the most wonderful blessings I have in life, my mother, Alhamdulilah. The bad dream wasnt a bad dream afterall, like someone said. Carried some benefits, it made me open my eyes and heart to the current world. The world is now wrecked, including loved ones. I just realised just how many things that are undone in my life and it would be great to be able to achieve it. And also, how many untold speech that I have kept to myself. And how death is inevitable.
And slowly, more things happened, and shook me more.
Watching the news was supposed to be beneficial, but it wrecked my heart last night. Swine flu, Iran's situation and France's president. Many things. Ask my close ones, how paranoid I am towards swine flu. Must be crazy in the head. I told my sister, Singapore no longer Safe. Let's plan an escape to Brunei. Haha. Iran soldiers are horrible, feel like giving them a knock on their helmets. Maybe they need to go through lessons on compassion. You want me to teach? I can ask my whole gang to come and teach you. But before that, we knock your helmets first okay? Yay. Lastly, France's president! He's so bold I tell you. http://www.news.com.au/story/0,27574,25675727-38200,00.html What's his problem? When he made the speech, everyone was clapping for him. Dah buang tebiat agaknye.
Maybe I feel angry with the world. People losing their sense of compassion. People forgetting to use their common sense and logic. Homosexuals and Transexuals. Girls taking modesty for granted. Children who take their parents as "just somebody else". People who lose their sense of direction and forget their roots.
Maybe I'm still dazed by the world's crap. Still angry. Still fighting with my emotions. Still searching for answers.
Many things shook me lately, and I'm still trying to get out from the dark pithole. It's not a nice place. I certainly wanna feel light-hearted again. I wanna get back on track soon, hopefully tomoro(:
InsyAllah, dengan berkat Allah, setiap hari merupakan satu peluang untuk memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi seorang muslimah yang lebih baik. Amin. Hopefully, ramai yang bersama ku dalam perkara ini(:
I'm tired of fighting with my own thoughts for the past few days. Hope this doesnt provoke anyone. For light-hearted entertainment, here you go!
Hehe, salam alaik!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 6:36 PM
still searching..
Have the confidence to know that you can successfully handle whatever may come along. Truly enjoy the experience of being alive and immersed in the wonder of it all.
Alhamdulilah, I'm still here.
For the past 1 hour, I was stuck with a blank post, not knowing how to start off this post. Aiyayayai.
I had a dream a few days back, a dream which shook me. I was in the "Dazed" mood for quite some time. Maybe still is, just slowly recovering. The dream brought me to Niagra Falls, which shocked my mother. My mother was the only one who was awake then, so yeah, she was the first person whom I turned to. One of the most wonderful blessings I have in life, my mother, Alhamdulilah. The bad dream wasnt a bad dream afterall, like someone said. Carried some benefits, it made me open my eyes and heart to the current world. The world is now wrecked, including loved ones. I just realised just how many things that are undone in my life and it would be great to be able to achieve it. And also, how many untold speech that I have kept to myself. And how death is inevitable.
And slowly, more things happened, and shook me more.
Watching the news was supposed to be beneficial, but it wrecked my heart last night. Swine flu, Iran's situation and France's president. Many things. Ask my close ones, how paranoid I am towards swine flu. Must be crazy in the head. I told my sister, Singapore no longer Safe. Let's plan an escape to Brunei. Haha. Iran soldiers are horrible, feel like giving them a knock on their helmets. Maybe they need to go through lessons on compassion. You want me to teach? I can ask my whole gang to come and teach you. But before that, we knock your helmets first okay? Yay. Lastly, France's president! He's so bold I tell you. http://www.news.com.au/story/0,27574,25675727-38200,00.html What's his problem? When he made the speech, everyone was clapping for him. Dah buang tebiat agaknye.
Maybe I feel angry with the world. People losing their sense of compassion. People forgetting to use their common sense and logic. Homosexuals and Transexuals. Girls taking modesty for granted. Children who take their parents as "just somebody else". People who lose their sense of direction and forget their roots.
Maybe I'm still dazed by the world's crap. Still angry. Still fighting with my emotions. Still searching for answers.
Many things shook me lately, and I'm still trying to get out from the dark pithole. It's not a nice place. I certainly wanna feel light-hearted again. I wanna get back on track soon, hopefully tomoro(:
InsyAllah, dengan berkat Allah, setiap hari merupakan satu peluang untuk memperbaiki diri untuk menjadi seorang muslimah yang lebih baik. Amin. Hopefully, ramai yang bersama ku dalam perkara ini(:
I'm tired of fighting with my own thoughts for the past few days. Hope this doesnt provoke anyone. For light-hearted entertainment, here you go!
