Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 2:24 PM
Bruised & Battered.


I wish I knew.
Though sometimes I'm not supposed to know.
Or it's better that I dont know about it.
But I want to know.

Why things happen this way, that way?
But He does it better.

Some people say some things are better left unsaid. Familiar? But regrets will come kicking in, cause you're not aware of the possibility and outcome when you say it out.
Some people say some things are better left said at a later time. Familiar, yet again? But the question is, when is that "later time"? Then when you think that "later time" has come, and then you expressed your thoughts, then BAM. Wrong timing, wrong move.

Something is wrong.
I know something is wrong. But what is it?
Restless, worried. The feeling of dejection. This wrong feeling. But why this feeling?

First the TV broke down.
Then the car. Next?
Dont tell me the arrow's gonna point at me?

I feel wrong. I feel complicated. I feel screwed.
I feel like I'm not myself.
Help.