 My table is messy. I hate messy tables.
My mind is messy. I double hate messy minds.
Had FOM this morning. Though the lesson was "light", I could still feel the tension. The pressure. And suddenly, I realised that I am feeling worried. Everything seems to be a worry. FOM is a worry.
CRS is another worry.
Silat is another another worry.
Money is another another another worry. And many many many other things.
Look, even my messy table is a worry.
And I dont like this feeling one bit. Worried about worries.
You know what will be nice?
Getting a donut or a stalk of orange/yellow flower. That's happy pill. :)
I don't know why we all hang onto something,
we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing at all,
but the truth is to have it halfway,
is harder than not having it at all.
With much Love,
Suriyani.
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My table is messy. I hate messy tables.
My mind is messy. I double hate messy minds.
Had FOM this morning. Though the lesson was "light", I could still feel the tension. The pressure. And suddenly, I realised that I am feeling worried. Everything seems to be a worry. FOM is a worry.
CRS is another worry.
Silat is another another worry.
Money is another another another worry. And many many many other things.
Look, even my messy table is a worry.
And I dont like this feeling one bit. Worried about worries.
You know what will be nice?
Getting a donut or a stalk of orange/yellow flower. That's happy pill. :)
I don't know why we all hang onto something,
we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing at all,
but the truth is to have it halfway,
is harder than not having it at all.
With much Love,
Suriyani.
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not that I dont have friends, but yours truly is L A Z Y to link. but you can still link me up, cause I know you're not L A Z Y like me!
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Suriyani, '92 kid.
May 31.
Hahah, I want to rebel and not tell you more about me. Why not you come and talk to me? ;)
Adopted Trees.
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